im breaking down everyday...x

emo is a genre of music. orginally. but now we hear people saying "oh look at that emo kid" referring to someone sad or hurting..or both? i hate it when anyone says "wow, im so emo" cause if you say that...jesus christ, your not. does anyone even really wanna be classified as 'emo'? besides all those posers? not anyone that i know of.
i think that emo and scene kids are the most perfect looking people on this planet. absolutely gorgeous. and it pains me when they say there ugly cause i would definately kill for some of those kids' looks.
they say no one understands them and i know how they feel. i know what it's like to be teased and to hurt. i know what it's like to be alone. so never say no one understands, because chances are, someone out there does.
at the moment, i'm not too set on suicide. i think about it sometimes. but its always so sad when someone actually commits it. i can understand cutting but rarely do i understand suicide. i know it hurts to have your heart broken but is it worth your life? when people commit suicide because of a broken heart...i just dont understand it. every end has a new beginning. at first, well yeah, its gonna be hard to move on but someone else is out there you know?
so i didnt mean to turn this shout bout box into a therapy session. i just waned to be clear on a few points i guess.
if you ever need to talk, drop a note, leave a message, im here :D